Random statements maybe madness, hilarity may ensue... yes alot of may or may nots... random.. sweet dreams
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Kaboom
Hehe bitchin' I'm just chilling waiting for a call about a job which should be fun :) anyway I'll update you some more when i know it.
lub j00
Monday, July 04, 2005
Birthday !!
anyway everyone is invited to meet me in leeds on monday the 18th of july or any day really if there is beer involved but yeah, I must get seriously PISSED every night!!
so get ye credit cards out,it could be a long night.
loves ya all!
Marc
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Find yourself
and the clouds are upon us
we see a thousand souls ascend
into the night they go
as i blow the smoke from my lungs
i see it dissapear into to the darkness
killed me a second at a time
i see the thousand souls scream back at me
they whisper loud as sin
you see the light began to fade
the red of the sky is luring you in
and you ask for an angel
all you get is me
is it a sign from above
or just your bad luck
you erase the memories of your past
and hope to god these dreams will go
and in the end your life is grey
not dark nor light
your struggle brings you to end of the road
the remoteness of it all seems never ending
you fall back down from where you were
you dont know where you were
but you will dream of it again and again
the hairs on the back of your neck stand on end
the number 7 doesnt seem so lucky now
you find fear in the back of your mind
you try to block it out but you just dont know
then the light begins to return and
you find yourself again
so dont think for a minute
that your safe inside yourself
theres no map or direction no signposts for this road
it seems ever lasting but your not the one in the know
reflections in the end of the empty bottle
seem to cloud your judgement more so than before
could it be the night and the lack of things that you can see
or is it the things you can see, that bring you back to fright
shards of an empty glass carress your bleeding feet
as you walk and run and try to find
what are you looking for, inside yourself
theres not much more to say
but you will find yourself wondering and dreaming of another time
moonlight seems confusing to you right now
and then you remember what it was you were looking for
and peace begins to fall upon you
like the clouds and the dark and the pain
so take the glass from your feet and the light from your eyes
when all is dark and the pain is gone
find yourself alone and screaming
take yourself away from it all and see yourself
in another light for just one second
look at yourself from the other side and imagine
what would it be like
being different seems the same
and familiarity within this place is helping you
the light inside you begins to burn
and fire begins to rise
find your peace
in comprimise
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Ginger Cunt
None other than the ginger cunt himself - Chris Evans - on a fucking BBC website, even they think he's a cunt!
lovely jubbly...
Friday, May 13, 2005
New Website Uploaded
I still have some things to add to it (mainly content :P) but I like the layout, I'll be working on some more templates for it as soon as I can be bothered, hehe.
Anyway check it out!
Sunday, May 08, 2005
Made Team
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Voting
1; I won't be voting
2; I wont be voting
3; I won't be voting
4; Get the picture?
Ok I guess I should offer some explaination as I'm sure some of you will be critisizing me for this.
1: I have my own politics and so far NONE of the parties have come close to agreeing with (apart from some of the Lib Dem policies)
2: I don't particularly like british politics or any other for that matter, as I said I have my own and that suits me.
3: I hate the fact that I have to feel pressurised into voting because some poor sod in another country doesn't get the chance to vote. STOP THAT!! I'm not guilty of their oppresion so why are you trying to MAKE me vote. Isn't this democracy based on choice... I CHOOSE NOT TO VOTE! DEAL WITH IT!!
4: And this is out of pure lazyness - My polling station is 8 miles away!! SCREW THAT!
So there you go, my reasons for not voting, not all of them, but the main ones. If you dissagree with me on any of these (*and have a valid point) then post a comment.
I'm not gonna say don't vote because thats not what this is about, I'm just saying why I am not voting :)
Much loves
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
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Monday, April 18, 2005
String theory (beware I took ages researching and writing parts of this - a long read but please do if you have time)
ok so I know most of you are probably thinking what the hell am I on about, well ok I'll try and explain string theory as easily as I can (although I'm not an expert myself)
Think of a guitar string that has been tuned by stretching the string under tension across the guitar. Depending on how the string is plucked and how much tension is in the string, different musical notes will be created by the string. These musical notes could be said to be excitation modes of that guitar string under tension. In a similar manner, in string theory, the elementary particles we observe in particle accelerators could be thought of as the "musical notes" or excitation modes of elementary strings.
In string theory, as in guitar playing, the string must be stretched under tension in order to become excited. However, the strings in string theory are floating in spacetime, they aren't tied down to a guitar. Nonetheless, they have tension. The string tension in string theory is denoted by the quantity 1/(2 p a'), where a' is pronounced "alpha prime"and is equal to the square of the string length scale. If string theory is to be a theory of quantum gravity, then the average size of a string should be somewhere near the length scale of quantum gravity, called the Planck length, which is about 10-33 centimeters, or about a millionth of a billionth of a billionth of a billionth of a centimeter.
Unfortunately, this means that strings are way too small to see by current or expected particle physics technology (or financing!!) and so string theorists must devise more clever methods to test the theory than just looking for little strings in particle experiments. String theories are classified according to whether or not the strings are required to be closed loops, and whether or not the particle spectrum includes fermions. In order to include fermions in string theory, there must be a special kind of symmetry called supersymmetry, which means for every boson (particle that transmits a force) there is a corresponding fermion (particle that makes up matter).
So supersymmetry relates the particles that transmit forces to the particles that make up matter. Supersymmetric partners to to currently known particles have not been observed in particle experiments, but theorists believe this is because supersymmetric particles are too massive to be detected at current accelerators. Particle accelerators could be on the verge of finding evidence for high energy supersymmetry in the next decade. Evidence for supersymmetry at high energy would be compelling evidence that string theory was a good mathematical model for Nature at the smallest distance scales.
Ok phew, thank god that's over, jeez that took damn ages to write! Next time I have something strange and hard to explain and I start getting the notion to write a damn huge essay on the subject, PLEASE SLAP ME!
That said and done, I'm off to rest my fingers.
Marc
Friday, April 15, 2005
Woo new template!
Not been upto much recently, boring ol' sod I am.
Anyways get in touch y'all im BORED!!!
Monday, April 11, 2005
Nothing to do, Nowhere to go
Oh well, guess I'll just stay up till it's time for college, I should probably go to bed as I will most likely fall asleep while someone is yapping on (probabaly a tutor, oh well, won't miss much then will I)
Hmm after (and probably during) college I shall be partaking in some drink swigging in the new and (shittily) refurbished Yates's - and boy does it look shit. Oh well beer is beer is beer is beer, and so on and so forth.
Bin chatting to some random person on YIM for the best part of 3 hours and well, i know this much, after tonight I wont be speaking to this person again, thats for sure.
Anyway, time for me so do the rounds and find somrthing to do. The rounds consists of me getting up, goin downstairs rummaging for food, finding none, complaining to myself, goin into the living room to find the window is open and the whole room is bloody freezing, then returning upstairs, no food, cold and pissed off.
G'night Y'all....
Listening to :: Smile Empty Soul - Who Am I
Thursday, March 31, 2005
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
the hunt begins
Any I'm after a job, doesn't matter what it is, temp/perm - lifting boxes/building computers, I just need a job somewhere near leeds/wakefield. So if anyone reading this can put me in touch with a job I will be eternally greatful!
cheers
marc